Becky watch video.
Becky fall down. Becky depressed.
At some point I will accept that I am sad too often. I will let you know when that happens. In the meantime, I have convinced myself that blogging helps. Podcasting helps. Music helps. Expression helps.
With the expression comes the vulnerability. With the vulnerability comes insecurity. With the insecurity comes doubt. With the doubt comes shame. With the shame comes sadness.
Back down we go.
Becky fall down.