Hopes Up, Cocks Up!

My hands are already

More masculine

Than they were

I’m very hopeful about it? But–

I can’t get my hopes up

That’s been the theme of

This whole thing, so far

Don’t get your hopes up! Also–

Why aren’t your hopes going up?

Fucking

Right

Goddamnit

I’m working on it, y’all

I think also my dose is

Very low, but also

This shit is weird as fuck.

My body is changing, and I know it’s

Good, but it also kinda feels like

Black magic.

I’m not even the sort of person

That dies their hair.

I’ve never done it.

I don’t have any tattoos

I’m old enough to have had like

100 tattoos by now

But I have–

0.

I have tons of scars!

I call them my

Life tattoos.

Anyway, I’m supposedly

Getting better and taking

Responsibility, but

I’m also feeling

Like a preteen.

My dick is like

Huge now, it’s sensitive and

It feels weird when I pee.

I wanna get my hopes up

But everyone says

It stops growing after the first few months

How sad ! Oh well

Still 10000000x better

Than what I had

I’m feeling good, my

Hopes are high,

I am high!

My dick is so hard

All the time

Things are good, I can’t complain–

But somehow I know

In the future, there will be

Loads of pain.

My hopes are high, but I’m also

Putting out the mattress

I’ve crashed before, you know–

I’m Icarus.

Ahem.

So–

I’m prepared for this

I’ve got it all planned out,

You just wait and see.

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