Masculine/Mad About It

Honestly

I’m super fixated

On all the fat stuff

Because I’m starting

To lose it, at least

I’m starting to look

Much more like a

Buff guy

Much more

Masculine –rather than a

Post-surgery, post-breakdown

Freaky muscle fat thing

Sad lady

My face has leaned

My hair is darkening

My voice is lower

People call me sir and

Flirt with me.

A lot.

I am no longer

In the fat lady prison

I used to be

And the only difference

Has been testosterone

And how much less

Society hates me

Now that I’m

Masculine

Tell me again

How I’m not

Allowed to be

Mad about it?


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