Lonely And Defeated

I can’t come up with a

Single reason to forgive you, so I don’t–

I guess my subconscious disagrees with me,

It keeps rationalizing

Why I did

What I did, and

Why I need

More distance

Over and over and over again

On repeat

As if I am somehow

Protecting myself and healing, but

I don’t feel better, I’m just getting rather

Lonely and defeated

 


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