I asked my friend I was like

“I carry something with me

And I want to take it off, is the best way

To take it off

To talk and resolve

Or to keep ignoring and

Keep healing alone?”

He was like

“It sounds like you might be

Opening an old wound

For little to no reciprocation”

And it was just

So hard to be reminded

Of that that I guess I had to

Go back to denial again

So then I did it

From denial land

And immediately

As if I was pushed off in a basket

I felt as if I was

Not on the right path

Sure enough, I am not !

I feel worse but maybe

In a few days I’ll

Wake up in a new land

And feel better, start a new life

With a new name

Maybe I’ll be

Moses, or something.

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